This was when my mum decided she had had enough and fled us to my grandma the following day. If you think love cannot make you cry, If you say hearts can live without love, With life's dark threads you've woven a lie Can you imagine life without love. So I am not going out anymore for a while and I am trying to invest in myself and a life without love. Simple yet its presence adds flavour to dish. Get out now, while you are still young enough.
Love from afar, love deep down inside, love music, love sunshine and breezes, love walking, love sleep, love the idea of love! The objective here at the Love Life Learning Center has always been to help bring as much love into the world as possible through learning. The older the kids get the more distant. I have never actually been on a date, apart from the 35 where I was either stood up or they ran away screaming as soon as they saw me. Now I am stuck with a husband who has his prostitutes waiting at my door in the morning when he leaves for work, financially, I can not afford to leave. Being partnered is a matter of personal choice and should not be everyone's destiny.
Would love to spend my life not being alone. The Bible says all that is nothing, and I am nothing, unless I have this divine, supernatural love that God gives. We teach loving kindness, intellectual curiosity and social intelligence. I think we are here, in this planet and in this life for experiences. Too scared to get out so I live in limbo and unhappy and lonely. I hope you can find someone soon. Sure, passing on your genes makes you successful by primal evolutionary standards, but you yourself still die anyway.
My mother developed depression and became addicted to cigarettes and alcohol, eventually becoming unemployable and losing her job in the city. So I went through this life without experiencing any romantic love. That is what a live looks without love. I read a lot of your stories; I can surely add another, but there is no story lonelier, than the one writing it; so, what difference does it make? Still one of the best in my knowledge , beautifully enumerate s love. Whatever you feel will radiate energy which in turn attract or fail to attract right people in your life. .
I divert my energy to these things. However, the greatest demonstration of love was God sending His own Son to die for you. Knowledge of the future, human knowledge, knowledge of the secret purposes of the Most High. It is eager to believe the best, and it is always hopeful and optimistic concerning the future. Life without our love, is an emptiness I'm not sure I wish to face. My grandma followed suit mostly from the depression that followed and we were basically left to take care of ourselves.
I keep myself busy with my job, students, graduate studies currently, yet whenever I go bed at night, I could hear walls taking to me. I wish all of you the best and that you can feel complete without love or that you can find something else to conquer your attention. However, I feel that,in the process, I am robbed off my life. The rest of my life is great — good health, fit and slim, kind friends, never really cared about money adept at living like a pauper and genuinely not bothered about it , plenty of things to keep me interested, and a deep love of nature. I am an unlovable and undesirable female. I come from a very abusive childhood home and that sounds kind of not personal but it was as I came to find out.
Difference is I am married …you can be with someone and feel alone. You can give and receive a ton of love to friends, family, strangers, even your enemies. Could it all be as bleak as it seems? I need to learn how to live a loveless life. One day my dad came home completely wasted, started peeing and shitting in the bathroom as usual, and then took out his belt and started hitting us with it. Well in some ways, I can agree to this, but it's all a matter of seeing things in a different perspective. Then one day maybe our love will find its way again.
I go there sometimes when I am feeling particularly awful and people there get it and you can chat with them. You can't force to have someone just for the sake of having one and especially if you are not compatible or you don't love that person. Would it be better to die? Life is all about creating and re-creating the type of person you choose to be. I feel so alone at 40 that I feel life has just passed me by. Now I am thinking back to those religious fathers who have subjected me to this life. I m married for two years after a 5 year relationship. It is lonely, but other people seem to be interested in getting from you what they need for themselves.
I turned to writing and two years later about two years ago , my mother died of breast cancer. People with a need for love that cannot be satisfied for whatever reason at this time in their lives have no other option than to develop psychological defenses against the feelings emanating from their unsatisfied need for love. And stuck to tat would never have kids to put in my situation. And I know I can always go to the store and het me a Soda, I refrain as I know the damage that cause me. Judas wrought miracles; but how less than nothing, judged by true standards, was he!. The following is an excerpt of an e-mail I sent him when he was really getting down on himself.