I dont eat, cry most the time, and just feel like i dont know how to feel better at this point. I've been watching this guy and know he is perfect for me. But we lived together and he still flirted with other girls Anyways he told me about 2 months ago that he wasnt sure what he wanted that he didnt know if he loved me, but i ignored it i told hin we could work it out do new things get out of the routine we were in. As we have to move 3 provinces away. He wont go to a counselor with me. Ive gained a tremendous amount of weight in the past few years before having the baby and I hate my body.
If it were me, I would never treat a woman like that. So heartbroken as I am I asked do you love me? Not sure if this is the right forum to post this but here goes. I tell you what its really beginning to get discouraging because they arent that much cuter than me, in fact I think I may be prettier than some of them. I started seeing a man that lasted a year and a half he left me to back to his divorced ex wife. Ut for now i made myself busy for our business and I hope one day I will never feel this pain anymore. But it was too late. I am a beautiful person inside and out and it cuts me to pieces each time another bastard comes along and uses me.
If I like someone I want them to know, and I really enjoy doing nice things for them. We talked for about 30 minutes, a little heated, but mostly calm. They approach new experiences as a chance to learn something new about themselves the hardy attitude of challenge , and learn what they can to cope effectively with situations the hardy attitude of control. No one really wants me. I have done everything I can think of to get him back. I am willing to do everything even I am trash for him now. You should try to keep yourself busy, pick up a new hobby, meditate, exercise, or even learn a new skill.
George I think you just need to wait for the person who climbs to the top of the tree. Even on monthsaries he will surprise me with gifts, flowers and cake. He said it was due to me being silent and giving cold shoulder. I was a drug addict. I want to work on things but he doesnt.
I say that out of experience. There are plenty of decent women. Think about you every night and day, And hope my life can stay this way. Writing your thoughts down will help you to sort them out and feel better. After all, why on earth would we have the ability to shed tears if it served no purpose? I sometimes feel like running away and forgetting about her. I forgot to mention, Tiffany is 44 years old, we are both college educated, and have similar backgrounds both lived in France at one point, both enjoy the outdoors, I could go on , although she grew up as a Catholic and I am a lifelong Methodist. She says, it is more than two hearts igniting, when people fall in love.
She is the love my heart will forever endear. Guess I am not good enough for someone to love and it makes me sad and depressed. But he didnt really come home. This sounds crazy I know, but once my feelings became involved, she became impossible for me to ignore which I'm sure you can appreciate. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy.
Now, I have no more chance to talk about it. The men who only want one thing? I am just so hurt and sad. Yes it is something that tells you that you really love that person, so never let that go. I then learned what this was about when someone was talking about the effects of dopamine on the radio a year ago. What does a pretty girl find attractive about the burnt out stoner with no job that barely showers? We have known each other better then anyone else did.
Time passed, we graduated from high school, she left for different city. There is excitement towards the future, there is also fenzied feeling that I need to make everything perfect, since she is so perfect to my eyes , and it is as if the new love that I feel is the only thing that really matters. I have a lot of pride and have been let down many times by people who I thought had really good potential but just turn out to be disappointing. I will let him go and if it is meant to be than he will come back to me, if not then theres something better for me out there. And he'll be like heyy heyy girl how you doing? Then, when you start obsessing about your ex-boyfriend, you can practice replacing the obsession with something new and interesting.